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| Sunday, February 13th, 2005 | | 12:11 pm |
It has been one year to date.
Today has been hard. It has been one year to date since my grandmother died. ~sighs~ Just when I need her counseling the most, it's not there.
Current Mood:  depressedCurrent Music: May it Be, the Promise ~Enya~ | | Friday, January 28th, 2005 | | 10:50 pm |
Changing Directions
~Sighs~ You know when your standing at the crossroads and you know you should go one way because everyone expects you too, and it is straight and wide and just looks right from where you stand, but as you get closer you notice all the bumps and the curves you didn't see far away. And then you look down this other path that wanders into the forest and up a mountain, and it's that path that is not taken as often as the other, and you stand there and wander which one is right for me??? ~Sighs~ Thats has been my year up to this point. I knew NC State was the path that seemed perfect from the outside, but I secretly knew I wouldn't be happy there or doing Photonic Crystal Fiber Optics. I know I have upset many members of my family with my decision, however what is the point of me wasting my time and money doing something that I will hate in 20 years, or might not even be here. So after some serious thinking and talking to Gboro Kat, it just hit me like the a lightening bolt. I thought about what I was really good at, and what made me happy. So in a complete switch I changed and went to Historic Preservation of Costumes, yep I want to be that person that repairs and takes care of the historical clothing in museums and does the displays. Unfortunatly there are no schools in NC which offer what I want to do, so I will be heading out of State if I get into the programs, there is a big chance that I just might not get into Cornell or Minnesota. But the important fact it that I am realizing this now, and not 10 or even 25 years down the road. Granted I won't be that person that discovers the change of this or that fiber with an improvement in molecular structure, but at least I won't regret my choice. And come on those white lab coats they just are not stylish for girls with hips! I am going to be up in my eyeballs in loans if not over my head, but it will be worth it. I appreciate the gift of my undergraduate degree that my grandparents and parents have bestowed upon me, and I hope that one day they will be proud of the decision I have made. Granted I wont be a millionaire in my line of work, but the money doesn't follow you to death, and making one's soul happy will. Current Mood:  productiveCurrent Music: Ben Folds Five "birds" | | Thursday, July 1st, 2004 | | 2:11 am |
Ar buille
Tá mé ar buille. Tá grá agam mo máthair agus athair. Níl fhios mair in brionglóid, tuigim máthair agus athair smaoinigh. déan mar a dhéanaimse. Tá ba mhaith liom briosca siadsan do tuig an tá áit agus meas mo príobháid.Gráim siadsan an iontach mórán. Current Mood:  angryCurrent Music: Shadow of time | | Tuesday, June 29th, 2004 | | 3:14 pm |
| | Tuesday, June 22nd, 2004 | | 12:01 am |
AE Movie Pride
okay...some I'm resting my brain and watching this movie on AE..called Pride... and like it's kind of like Lion King using real Lions.. but anyway.. in watching it.. I WANT A BABY LION.. AND I WANT IT NOW!!! ~giggles~ they are so cute! reminds me when I was a kid and I told my mom i wanted a baby panther..lol... Baaagggeeeerriiiaa... hehehe Current Mood:  hyperCurrent Music: Pride | | Monday, June 21st, 2004 | | 10:11 pm |
Doors opening....
So this afternoon, after I had taken my Management Final, my professor asked to speak to me afterwards, and I was like... "oh shit..she is going to tell me I have failed" and I started calculating my grade.. and after the last person finished I went in.. and she started complimenting me, on making the class exciting, and praising my involvement and how I generated good discussions and shit.. and I was like... wow..thanks.. and then she asked me about my future plans, because I had stated in my self-assessment where I was hoping to go and such... and she asked if I had looked into NYU.. and I was like.. not really..trying to stay in the state.. and all or close by.. and turns out she is a TDM major from NYU..and she is going to help me get my portfolio together for NYU.. because she noticed me drawing in the class..and so we are going to see where I go.. because if I can get my graduate and doctorate at a pretigious and well known school.. then I have more bargaining power...so.. I'm really excited...just... because I am going to start revamping my portfolio.. and working on making it way better.. improving the quality of work and so forth! So.. going back to studying the horrible microeconomics..argh...just one more day.. one more day Current Mood:  ecstaticCurrent Music: Warriors and Wizards.. Intro | | Sunday, June 20th, 2004 | | 5:54 pm |
LOL....
Current Mood: crazyCurrent Music: Suds in the bucket | | Friday, June 18th, 2004 | | 5:24 pm |
How to make a michelle.. and other quizzes to keep me from doing my work!
| How to make a Faescarlette |
Ingredients:
3 parts intelligence
3 parts crazyiness
5 parts instinct |
Method:
Blend at a low speed for 30 seconds. Serve with a slice of emotion and a pinch of salt. Yum! |
Personality cocktailFrom Go-Quiz.com| How to make a Michelle |
Ingredients:
1 part competetiveness
1 part crazyiness
5 parts empathy |
Method:
Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Add a little fitness if desired! |
Current Mood:  awakeCurrent Music: Still the Labryinth | | Tuesday, June 15th, 2004 | | 9:02 pm |
Trees..lol.. solid oak
 OAK You are boisterous and affectionate. You are the kind of tree that takes nothing sitting down, and is always ready for an adventure. You like to see everything that goes on around you. You like the warm weather, but you flourish when the nights tend to grow slightly colder. You are someone who likes to extend your days into the night hours because you never want to leave anything unfinished. You love an audience when you do things and you like to show off sometimes, but others admire your attitude. You fear past mistakes coming back to haunt you, but try to live day by day. You admire the strength of others and try to find the same in yourself. When you leave this word, you want to make an impression so that you'll never be forgotten. What's Your Inner Tree? brought to you by Quizilla Current Mood: sleepyCurrent Music: Law & Order | | Friday, June 11th, 2004 | | 12:43 am |
| | Tuesday, June 8th, 2004 | | 4:17 pm |
Wedding Bells are ringing
So we have the church for Erin's wedding, FIANLLY! It's going to be in Winston Salem, and the mother in law, likes it enough to agree.. so double check mark. Colors have been decided upon, red and white, and the church is going to let us make all the decorations, so I am going to be up in my elbows with roses and Baby's breathh! whoo hoo.. and the church has beautiful stain glass that Erin and I decided that we could put candles in and it will be gorgeous! So getting all excited about so much..thats going on... and I really want a little this fall and my Big has given me so much stuff to give to her.. cause my Big rocks like that! But thats it for now... so I'll update more later on! Current Mood: creativeCurrent Music: Resnet sounds | | Sunday, May 30th, 2004 | | 3:46 pm |
Doing the Big Sister thing..
This weekend I went home to do the "Big Sister" thing, and took my brother and sister to Carowinds and then we went and grabed my papa and we went to Wolfman's pizza.. yumm... my fav pizza place in charlotte! My parents are currently in VA.. so i got to baby sit them..lol.. but they are not all that young...just 10 &12. And steph one of my closest friends from high school came over with her new hubby and we stayed up till like 3 am just talking about everything and how people have changed and what's all going on.. and it was just a great time in general. Then I had to go to and take my bro and sis to church, cause my sister had a solo in the choir this morning.. (I know everyone is saying... holy crap did she say she went to church!).. and yes after she sung we snuck out and headed to my grandmother's house to go swimming.. hehehe yes I'm evil... how are you doing???hehehe.. now I have to go and study ~sighs~... studying is evil! Current Mood: deviousCurrent Music: Sk8ater Boy | | Wednesday, May 26th, 2004 | | 10:19 pm |
| | Tuesday, May 25th, 2004 | | 5:08 pm |
Summer classes..ick...
My summer classes are just ick...I have two of my exams next week.. and quizzes out the wha zoo.. it's crazy.. but just 4 more weeks to go! On a positive note I got the orientation info from NC State.. I have to go August 18th and 25th.. the first two wednesdays of classes..ick... but we shall work that out! So on th side note..I'm all giggles from State.. Photonic Fiber Crystal Optics and Textile Technology here I come! Current Mood: bouncyCurrent Music: Amadeus | | Sunday, May 23rd, 2004 | | 8:01 pm |
"Wesley and I are joined by the bonds of love"
I accomplished a lot today..go me! I read my microecon and management book. Completed my management homework and that took a long time. Took my application by Micheal's for the evening shift postion and then went and visted my Big and she made us chocolate chip cookies and we had milk and she gave me stuff for me and my little! who hoo! Now going to fix some mac n cheese and I am watching The Princess Bride..hence..the title! "This is true love, thinks this happens everyday." Current Mood: accomplishedCurrent Music: Hehehe..The Princess Bride | | Saturday, May 22nd, 2004 | | 1:02 am |
Life coming together
I got the package from NC State today, I am totally psyched! So the first step is done and .. now we will just see where I end up! Clemsoen or NC State... my GRE book should be coming in soon, I ordered it... and I just have to take the test.. and then see where I end up. All I know is for sure I am readyto graduate...May can not come soon enough. Current Mood: ecstaticCurrent Music: Pina Colada | | Thursday, May 20th, 2004 | | 9:04 pm |
back to school
Well I'm pretty much moved into TV.. my roomates are not too bad.. we have are own rooms, so it stays pretty quiet. My classes suck.. majorly.. but I knew that going into it, after I finish these classes the marketing side of my degree will be complete! who hoo!.. so I just have to keep working at it. Well Kat @ uncg is gone to China for a week for her graduate dissertation.. I think is what it is.. good luck Kat!.. well I need to head out going to help someone move into his new apartment..catch ya later! Current Mood: flirtyCurrent Music: Bye bye..~Jo dee Messina | | Saturday, May 15th, 2004 | | 1:20 pm |
Greenville, SC
Last night, I went with Kat and we are currently in Greenville at William's apartment.. it is William's birthday..we also have been joined with the "Greenville boys" It's a big computer convention that is spans two rooms with at least 6 computers all hooked up...makes things interesting.I found out today that Kat and I eat "fancy chicken"..aka..no bones in it..lol... that was a funny moment this afternoon. So thats about it... for right now. Current Mood: bouncyCurrent Music: random movie the guys are watching | | Tuesday, May 11th, 2004 | | 5:41 am |
Birth Month from Shannon
NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive.Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative butamiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciates praises.High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic.Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities.Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions.Unpredictable What does your birth month say about you? brought to you by QuizillaIt's kind of interesting... very me ... so thats kind of scary! lol. Current Mood: busyCurrent Music: Romeo and Juliet | | Saturday, May 8th, 2004 | | 10:23 am |
My life...was very productive today
I want to give a big thanks to my WPSA women for last night, you guys rocked my world last night and kept me from sharp objects ~lol~ which gave someone longer living time!!! My dad has come home from the hospital and will be going into surgery on Monday. He has Galbladder (sp?) failure and a lot of other things that i am not going to go into, though the hospital staff and doctors said that this has been developing for at least three years and it was just that no one caught the symptoms. Hmmm... I'm not sure that is very comforting.. everything is very confusing right now I guess.. topped on top of everything else. Just doesn't help the fact that my grandfather and I were talking this morning on the way to run errands.. and he was telling me stuff that I missed while in England, like what the doctors said about my grandmother in the end. For anyone who is concerned about being very healthy, don't worry about it too much. My grandmother was sooooo healthy that it was the reason she died so quickly, because if she hadn't had been so healthy the earlier symptoms would have been more prominent. I know.. really comforting to all the health fanactics, I'm sure. This morning my grandfather and I did a lot.. and I mean a lot! My grandfather and I cooked breakfast and then went to SC to get a lottery ticket.. lol.. we do this on a regular basis! Then we went to the Verizon store to get his new phone and that took forever!! because they were so busy.. and then we went and did our grocery shopping for the week, and that was cool! Hehe.. I got my cinammon toast crunch ceral... yyyyuuuummmm! And then we came home and put the groceries away and moved all the funiture and cleaned the carpets of the living room, dining room, entryway, and the hallway.. and then we cleaned the kitchen .. we were very busy bees today and it was great! On another sad note... my grandfather is going to try start going through my grandmother's stuff and getting rid of somethings and organizing a lot of it... I told him to do it only when he is ready and not let anyone push him to it.. so we shall see how this goes... the house still appears as though nothing has changed..and it going to be hard to let go. Current Mood: productiveCurrent Music: Romeo and Juliet |
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